Advent 4C
12/23/12
Episcopal
Church of the Epiphany
The Rev.
Cynthia Hizer
Not
enough angels too many animals.
I have
started my annual worry about the epiphany pageant.
About
getting enough animals and shepherds and angels. We had been chronically short
on angel costumes, so last year I ordered several more = like
ten more.
Then
the sign-ups came in – and no one signed up to be an angel.
Maybe a
couple did = but then when they saw all the cool animal costumes they threw off
their angel wings and asked to be an animal instead.
What
red-blooded child would want to float on clouds all day?
This is the complexity
of the incarnation. Jesus came for us to be fully divine and fully human –
both
angel and animal.
We are
told that Mary, mother of Jesus was chosen because she was without sin.
Immaculate – she was totally clean. Obviously an angel. And even Mary’s mother
Anna was without sin. Immaculate.
An angel.
That
makes us feel even worse.
Two
generations of immaculatness – of sinlessness – angelness.
Juxtaposed
against our – animalness.
As if
being an animal – an incarnation – is somehow sinful. As if coming into the
world in the normal way – the way most of us get conceived and born – is
sinful. God created us to have relationships with each other – to fall
in love, to enjoy our animalness.
This is
far away from the Garden of Eden – with Eve eating the apple and the cursing of the
serpent. It was written to set up fear of our animalness and I dare say –
our
animal wisdom.
Because
that kind of wisdom plants us firmly on the earth in our bodies.
It plants
us in the animal body of Mary.
And makes
even little children know it is more fun and just more real
to be an
animal than an angel in the Epiphany pageant.
So I say,
Thank you
Jesus, for Mary.
For
bringing us back down to earth.
She may
have been sinless, but at least she gives birth in the usual way, not out of
the side of Zeus’s head, the way Athena was born.
At least
she gives birth after riding on a donkey, not floating on clouds.
Thank you
Jesus, for Mary.
At least
she gave birth on a stable floor –
in the
midst of straw and dung and darkness and all animal things – the parts of our
own story that we can’t brush aside or air-brush to look as if our whole life
story took place in the company of angels.
Thank you
Jesus, for Mary,
for trusting in the incarnation,
for the
inherent animal wisdom of our children who know That
coming from the earth
That
being a part of nature
That
being incarnational is good.
And even more than good, it’s whole. It’s the whole package of who we are.
It makes
us the complicated people we are – people who live in both worlds,
who wait
for the creative spark to be born in us,
- the new
life to be born in us,
- the
divine to be born in us
Right where
we are – right now, on the stable floor.
Amen
Beautiful words for contemplation on this, our "waiting" day. Even though we know the story by heart, as it is in our souls dna, we still wait for THE birth, OUR rebirth, tomorrow. God Bless you and M, and Hazelbrand, for all you are doing there for all of us in need of rebirth.
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